oh my omg!!!
After holding a short conversation w an old friend. I finally realised. What I was upset about losing. It wasn’t and hadn’t had anything to do w the relationship. I was going to be not used to losing all the free weekday times I have been holding. (This is so selfish sounding omgggggg) The thought of needing to plan my day by day, wondering if we would be holding any plans. The loss of my supposed freedom is what scares me. Not knowing what I am obliged to do. And expecting them from you too.
The transition 2 years back came by pretty fast. The following 2 will be another new chapter.
I am at much more ease.