The difference of our importance.
Not daring to make any move or plans because ..
Why is it so hard to say, a yes.
And not see first
And see how
And then see nothing.
I can face disappointments.
By just covering with another smiley face.
But I’m sad.
So I sit here
And not doing what we used to be able to do
And converse w myself.
Sometimes I wonder.
If not knowing anything
Would actually make me happier
We would still be two very caring friends.