I stone and stone and stone and block everyone out because I am just stoning with an empty head.
Me and my FREE HEAD and my ENDLESS THOUGHTS when I am so free.
Gone were the days intern would keep me so occupied and tired to think about ANYTHING.
Next week’s packed.
I am sad.
Because, for once, I have no further plans with him.
Because all this scholarship applications are eating me up alive.
Because, for once, after such a long time, my stoning period has returned and I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO.
I stare at my books.
I stare at my screen.
I stare into space when I am out.
I feel some weird hole in me.
I am not the least satisfied w my current situation.