Just the way I am
My crazy plummeting-skyrocketing mood.
It definitely takes time for me to see ‘the light’.
On a side note, I was thinking, with me being 21 next year, does this mean zero restraints already?
But. Press on, push on, I will somehow do good.
The thought of studying out of this red dot is tearing me apart.
As much as I can’t wait for intern to be over to have all the time in my world to make my choices, two weeks is gonna be so darn fast and I need one more last movie night with the desk buddy before it is goodbye.
This feels sad.
I should be happy to be moving on to the next chapter, no?