A 20 year-old me would then say, Nope, No regrets in this life of mine.
It is sad.
I feel very sad right now.
I have my fair share of joy helping others.
Without expecting anything in return.
I just need to know it’s appreciated.
That I am appreciated.
An otaku gave me a hard smack to wake up.
I stopped everything I was doing.
[Nope. Feeling nothing.
At the very least fake some care?
Or if not just drop everything, and not make me feel like some lovelorn puppy right now.]
Why. Why the smack. Now. At all times.
I just want to say, at least I did my best in everything. Really every-any-thing.